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Oh hello. I am Christina. I'm 26. My favorite things are: writing love on my arms, watching movies, laughing, baking brownies, mac 'n' cheese, taking road trips, Disney, writing, playing Guitar Hero and DDR, milk and cookies, smiling, Audrey Hepburn movies, singing Beatles songs, cheering for the Dallas Cowboys, playing board and card games, reading books, watching General Hospital, dancing, and, most importantly, spending time with my friends.

Quote of the Moment:
“I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.” - Audrey Hepburn

Mood: i'm good.
Music: pretending.




Wednesday, June 2, 2010
what is there.

I've had such a good time here. I don't want to leave.

I'm a little tipsy right now so I shouldn't be blogging.

Seriously though, I don't want to leave Missouri tomorrow. What do I have to go back to? A big, empty apartment. A love who doesn't love me. Loneliness. Isolation. Work is the primary place I catch a glimpse of happiness. It's sad. I'm sad a lot. Very, very sad.

Why does my happiness have to fucking depend on him? Why doesn't he want me?

I constantly ask myself, what's wrong with me?

It's depressing.

Tell me, is this the life of your dreams?