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Oh hello. I am Christina. I'm 26. My favorite things are: writing love on my arms, watching movies, laughing, baking brownies, mac 'n' cheese, taking road trips, Disney, writing, playing Guitar Hero and DDR, milk and cookies, smiling, Audrey Hepburn movies, singing Beatles songs, cheering for the Dallas Cowboys, playing board and card games, reading books, watching General Hospital, dancing, and, most importantly, spending time with my friends.

Quote of the Moment:
“I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.” - Audrey Hepburn

Mood: i'm good.
Music: pretending.




Saturday, May 15, 2010
lost.

I spent most of my day watching episodes of Lost. Randy and I are trying to catch up on season six before the series finale on May 23.

So I got up early this morning to finish rewatching season five. Man oh man does that show put me on an emotional rollercoaster. I had always liked Juliet's character but not that much. Today though I was really able to relate to her character. Lost is one of the few tv shows that I watch regularly but that I have never identified with a character. Until today.

I realized how much I am like Juliet. Her parents divorced when she was a young girl. She was intelligent, sophisticated, beautiful, independent and strong. She'd never needed anybody and moved yo the island alone. Then she fell in love with Sawyer, who was hard, stubborn, strong and independent himself. The thing is Juliet made Sawyer a better person and he really needed her, but he didn't really realize it. Then Juliet saw him looking at Kate one day and it hurt her tremendously. She'd always been guarded and didn't give her heart away and when she saw him look at Kate she thought Sawyer didn't truly live her. And she was hurt. Devastated. And she wished she could go back and change everything. Go back to a day when she didn't know him. A time when she was strong, happy and independent without him. Not broken.

And Juliet said, "If I never meet you, then I never have to lose you."

That is exactly how I feel lately.

But we can't change the past and would we really want to if we could?