Quote of the Moment:
“I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.” - Audrey Hepburn
“I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.” - Audrey Hepburn
Mood: i'm good.
Music: pretending.
Music: pretending.
Previously:
thought i was going to die.
blessings from lies.
tell. me. why.
jim varney.
homecoming.
fiction (before it's too late).
yay.
countdown.
we need prayers.
noah.
thought i was going to die.
blessings from lies.
tell. me. why.
jim varney.
homecoming.
fiction (before it's too late).
yay.
countdown.
we need prayers.
noah.
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Thursday, March 4, 2010
today's blotter.
Other random notes from today:
- Austin might be in my future.
- I ate food that was intended for the production crew only of an ABC TV show. My food was supposed to be a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and a little bag of potato chips. Instead I ate grilled chicken, steamed potatoes, rice and a roll.
- My headband is - still - cute.
- My rent is four days late. Tomorrow will be five. Uh oh.
- I can't wait for the new Gossip Girl on Monday.
- Even the person who's supposed to be like my brother can act like an asshole.
- Tall skinny vanilla lattes are my love. I can't live without them. They need to fucking die because they cost me $3.30 almost every single fucking day. Gawd, I love them so much.
- My ass is sexy.
- I'm sick of M not responding to my text messages or phone calls.
- I really need to watch that Netflix movie that I borrowed from April.
- I need to sleep.
- Ty's face looked all leathery. Too much tanning is not a good thing.
- If I beat my boss at this online Scrabble game, he'll probably make my life more hellish at work but I really don't care because I want to win this game and prove to him that I am oh so much smarter than him.
- I wonder if he'll ever want me again. I wonder if I missed my only chance.
- No matter how hard I try to be at work on time, I always fail.
- I forgot about the art show.
- S still cares so much for me. Case in point: he was so worried when I texted him about the car problems and checked in with me every so often to see where we were and make sure I was still alive. He didn't know that my original message to him also got sent to M, R and J. He also doesn't know that the three of them responded. He was the only one to actually ask if I was ok and where I was and what was happening. The others just made funny comments.
- I meant to call my grandma today. I need to remember that tomorrow.
- Moe's food is so good, especially on free drink Thursday.
- I need to finish that drawing. My sketchbook is in my car.
- He didn't ruin my life like I said to him the day we broke up. He didn't. I should tell him that. I fucking destroyed him. I hate that I did that to him. He tried. He tried so hard. He put up with my shit for months.
- I can't change my past.
- I keep remembering this day, "Why do you draw that stop light over and over and writing 'People Always Leave?' I'm not leaving you. No matter what you do, you can't push me away. I'm going to be right here." And my response was, "I don't want you to be here. I want him. I'm trying to let go. I haven't yet, but I'm trying. And you will leave me. Everyone does." That was right before we officially started dating. I wasn't really trying to let the other one go. I never did. Maybe I should have.
- I can't change my future.
- A joke that Randy sent me: "British person: What's the difference between a wardrobe and a closet? American: Mr. Tumnus is in the wardrobe. Tom Cruise is in the closet." hahahahaha. I laughed so hard.
- God knows my destination. I'm just along for the ride. Within fate, we have free will. We can make choices. But our choices will still lead us to our ultimate destination.
- Oh and by the way, in case I forgot to say it (again) today, I do love you. I know I haven't said it. I know I won't say it. I don't even know what that means right now. I wonder if I even know which one of you this is about.
- Austin might be in my future.
- I ate food that was intended for the production crew only of an ABC TV show. My food was supposed to be a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and a little bag of potato chips. Instead I ate grilled chicken, steamed potatoes, rice and a roll.
- My headband is - still - cute.
- My rent is four days late. Tomorrow will be five. Uh oh.
- I can't wait for the new Gossip Girl on Monday.
- Even the person who's supposed to be like my brother can act like an asshole.
- Tall skinny vanilla lattes are my love. I can't live without them. They need to fucking die because they cost me $3.30 almost every single fucking day. Gawd, I love them so much.
- My ass is sexy.
- I'm sick of M not responding to my text messages or phone calls.
- I really need to watch that Netflix movie that I borrowed from April.
- I need to sleep.
- Ty's face looked all leathery. Too much tanning is not a good thing.
- If I beat my boss at this online Scrabble game, he'll probably make my life more hellish at work but I really don't care because I want to win this game and prove to him that I am oh so much smarter than him.
- I wonder if he'll ever want me again. I wonder if I missed my only chance.
- No matter how hard I try to be at work on time, I always fail.
- I forgot about the art show.
- S still cares so much for me. Case in point: he was so worried when I texted him about the car problems and checked in with me every so often to see where we were and make sure I was still alive. He didn't know that my original message to him also got sent to M, R and J. He also doesn't know that the three of them responded. He was the only one to actually ask if I was ok and where I was and what was happening. The others just made funny comments.
- I meant to call my grandma today. I need to remember that tomorrow.
- Moe's food is so good, especially on free drink Thursday.
- I need to finish that drawing. My sketchbook is in my car.
- He didn't ruin my life like I said to him the day we broke up. He didn't. I should tell him that. I fucking destroyed him. I hate that I did that to him. He tried. He tried so hard. He put up with my shit for months.
- I can't change my past.
- I keep remembering this day, "Why do you draw that stop light over and over and writing 'People Always Leave?' I'm not leaving you. No matter what you do, you can't push me away. I'm going to be right here." And my response was, "I don't want you to be here. I want him. I'm trying to let go. I haven't yet, but I'm trying. And you will leave me. Everyone does." That was right before we officially started dating. I wasn't really trying to let the other one go. I never did. Maybe I should have.
- I can't change my future.
- A joke that Randy sent me: "British person: What's the difference between a wardrobe and a closet? American: Mr. Tumnus is in the wardrobe. Tom Cruise is in the closet." hahahahaha. I laughed so hard.
- God knows my destination. I'm just along for the ride. Within fate, we have free will. We can make choices. But our choices will still lead us to our ultimate destination.
- Oh and by the way, in case I forgot to say it (again) today, I do love you. I know I haven't said it. I know I won't say it. I don't even know what that means right now. I wonder if I even know which one of you this is about.